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When I become god, I will kill everything and start again.

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Yosh....Hi. I am kairaia. or at least that is my internet name thingy. So yea.... ummmm... I got this live journal for 3 reasons. 1!-My good friend Tagi-Sama told me to. And she owns me...so I was kinda stuck......2!-I was bored. I do crazy stuff when I am bored. and 3!- I have been know to hold in my feelings, so it was suggested that I use a blog to vent. Don't know if it will work.. but whatever. Yosh....

So yes. I am you average teen of today. 15, crazy, many friends, enjoys anime and video games, sexually confused....you know the usual.

Ummmmm yea. That I all I can think of saying now, so I will coame back and update this more later.


Innocent Uke
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When She awoke from the coil
Time didn’t wait for her
It just watched her whimper

As it
Crushed
Her ego

Cracking her
Just enough
To reach inside

He whispered
As she was divided

This will make you remember
That I’m a part of you

Each cell is marked by my name
You can’t ever leave me
I’m all that you have

When he released her
She could feel his wet hair run through her fingers
As she descended into the darkness
His face, distorted by their distance, faded into the night

She was alone

Yet she could still feel him inside her
The feeling was comforting and familiar
But his presence scared her

She knew he was still there, watching her
Just out of the light
Waiting

She would find herself reaching out to others
Taking small pieces of them with her as mementos
These are the things she felt were important,
The things that made these people significant

Every aspect of her being was composed of others
Her arms grew stronger with every embrace
And lips grew fuller with every kiss

She would lead them to him

Watching as his hands reached
Out to pull them away, their essence
Consumed and nothing remained

She would fantasize what it was like
To feel his hands on her body
Penetrating her and draining
Her into nothing

But time did pass

They fell into one another at first glance.
Their fingers intertwined as they walked.

This wasn’t what she was used to
But from here on things wouldn’t be the same

And even though the longing lingered
For once in her life she forgot about him

After the dust settled
And everyone had moved on
Once again she was alone
And she only had herself to blame

If she had of just embraced her feelings when they called to her
Maybe she wouldn’t have taken in so many
Of the thins she grew to hate.

And maybe it was time to change

So she closed her eyes,
Pushing out every aspect of everyone she’d taken in
Back into a world she never asked to be part of.

She could feel him in the room with her
Her eyes darted around searching for movement
In the darkness frantic and confused

Her breathing became fast and shallow
As her eyes welled up with tears.

He was here, and there was nothing she could do to stop him.

She was scared

Scared of all the things she would be leaving
Scared of how she would be treated
Scared of what she had done

As the room grew dim
She could feel his hand reach out fo her
Touching her
In a way that was comforting and familiar

She was leaving
As he picked her up he pressed his cheek to hers.

“From here there is nothing, just as it was before."

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